2010年12月30日星期四

Damage in love

Damage in love

In virtually always felt, we all had to hide their love to, just as invisible as the QQ habits. Unspoken is more developed science and technology more advanced, and we love the expression for the form, but more poor, often only harm to yourself and others.
Winter rained not long, the rain, the mood suddenly depressed. Perhaps it is because the rain looking for a long time, as if the arrival of hope, but not any of it instantly.
I noticed distinct from the side after time, unfortunately, I still just me.
Often all at once, and others have nothing to say, often do not know the whole person at once wrong. Knew the people and things in the past, have long since vanished in time, and I will try to recall, to put together, to miss, to grieve ... ... is no way to let their own way. Do not understand the "selfish" and how I would choose this way to love yourself?
I can not understand how important love is, because I always refuse and love everything related. When B told me, "I miss you", "I miss you" ... ... like these words, I was always into silence, let alone call one end of the embarrassment. I have never been asked to hang up, when I understand each other or we have to hang up the topic is over. I was afraid to listen to other people hanging off the phone after the beep, always feel is a mockery, it stimulates my every nerve, as long as a beep is enough to make me crash. I fear that I will not want to hang up, because sometimes I hope you can accompany me, work tired, I feel life is not easy. Language with the cold, with a bad temper, refused to care about others, hurt others, and this is me.
I know that love is concern, however, I am not allowed. I'm afraid of accidentally, I believe in and then disappointed. So I do not allow yourself to people other than their own, not allow ourselves to put too much on the feelings of others, do not allow yourself to love and be loved, in short, I will not allow ourselves to be hurt.
"Telephone, the more determined to make the Cold War in the end ... ...", "hungry small matter, lost Zhishi large, but admiration for their safety and to" look on the QQ signature sophomore cousin, I know, this is said he and his father do. Let's talk about father and son aunt had heard of some little things, how much pain the father son and son against father, how I love, I understand some of the. But is the way to the Cold War, said his son with everything, including his own firm!
After lunch, my dad received a phone call, and most of the same father, my father and my brother is the kind of form. Or will not express love, or the means used by both harm to yourself and each other. Dad asked me to give my brother, the Spring Festival approaching, if the little development outside it, to pack up early to go home, he arranged everything. Each has a phone, wanted me to convey, can say they do not care about each other, mutual care?

Rivers of tears

Rivers of tears

I've long said the students "one liter of tears," want to see, has not spare time to see a few days before the Institute in promoting Japanese culture, film introduces is the "one liter of tears", to see desire even more. Fear of speed get stuck, so I put it all downloaded to the computer, my roommate, no matter how late at night insisted to see.
It is based on the diary of a Japanese girl making out, the play tells the true story of her, a spinocerebellar degeneration with the girl. She's strong, optimistic, left us with a deep impression. Spinocerebellar degeneration, the strange term but claimed the girl has a lovely sunny infinite light.
Mother is the greatest person in the world, caring for children in every possible way. When the sub is also unusual, this is not obvious symptoms, the mother has no effect, insisting that Aya to the hospital for examination, the result is unacceptable, my mother was not distraught, but left alone to face a painful examination of the results. Mom did not believe the daughter of good health will suffer from an incurable disease, quietly ran many hospitals, the result is indisputable. She looked lively daughter, could not bear to let her know she will slowly become unable to walk, unable to speak, and then lethargy ... ... just tell her she was the adolescent-specific disease, adhere to medication will be better The.
Asia is also living in the mother's lies, but not their own exceptions to calm down. Secretly aware of their disease is not as simple, pain, despair came over her, do not want to worry for their loved ones, so I have to smile at the pain his family. Relatives in Asia but also the condition that, in addition to tears, everything can not help, but at such a strong Asia also, father, mother, brother and sister have been infected with Asia are strong, smiling face life, optimistic, happy to spend every day with her.
Asia is also a diary since the disease began to pour all my feelings in a diary, her mother look at her diary, before we know all along, he did not really understand her. Asia also wrote in the diary: pain Why did you choose me? Can do before, and slowly one by one did not do, and the want to help others who have a need to eventually help other people, this torture to Asia also wept, she mother help: "Mom, help me, help me!" mother holding Aya, gently soothe her, burst into tears. Asia also brought back her mother suddenly ward, her diary a one's laid out, tell ya too, is not nothing she can do, she can also keep a diary and to convey their ideas through the diary to help and his unfortunate people. Although it is difficult, but she did not give up their time to write, as long as awake Take started to write a diary.

Love, in the section in the trivial

Love, in the section in the trivial

Dry winter, more than half of the ancient capital of Datong, in silence the gray coat tightly around him, looking forward to the hexagonal patches of white soft velvet petals children to decorate their bare cracking of the body. Farm fields have shown the distance of color with the dark sky and the streets are rendered in these bleak atmosphere. Road lined with, the bare dead trees, and wanton in the sky flying dust and waste, the city has added more to a gloomy tone Xiaosha! Bursts of wind sobbed, passing long and bending of the area streets, giving a tantalizing feeling of anxiety in this.
Poles of the sparrows, doorway cat, and dogs huddled in the corner, seems to have felt the cold breeze Sanjiu. In the winter, whether biological or non biological, under the onslaught of the winds, are dust flying in the sky, the clouds low, there are the factories of the smoke, become dark and lifeless. Sun, her face sullen, weak rays are dressed in dark, little by little closer to the western horizon, dusk.
Home is a warm haven.
Not your home, is quiet and desolate, and winter, your breath for this house to bring bursts of warmth. Together, always remaining in the brain due to the intricate, some sedimentation knot a long time, and ignore the daily life of many subtle plot. Who noted that gestures, inadvertently left people pondering life bitter trivial read?
Separate days, a man sitting under the lamp, pick open the music, turned out to be that the first "home of the clouds!" From the year lofty, empty bags when to return, sad tunes in the Ming and my endless lonely, suddenly found that this is how you have a song with emotion and love! Hands on the table, no intention to touch the left sweltering in the glass, the fragrance of chrysanthemum dispersed in the air, it seems that you are familiar with the taste of smell, eyes that you are always carrying warm surface chrysanthemum tea, he just let me drink a scene; sitting on the edge of the bed, the face of the drying hair with heat station electric heating, warm, and think of you to buy the Taiwan Power Heating, who braved the cold wind to run a lot of shops, just because I was times unintentionally said something, got some cool; see the bed stood in the backpack, remember me in the summer heat to reduce the burden on you, completely ignoring the strange eyes of visitors, the women pretend to be heavy backpack on their shoulders on; Open Notepad and saw goes on medical card, you said the body will occur every year in different physical changes, to an annual physical, prevention of disease risk. I always ignored your considerate care, busy and busy, joy mixed with worry, the sleepwalk through the day to day, or you tell me: in spring, and summer, and autumn, and now to Sanjiu, and to Note that cold; I worry about many with their own, or nothing to do, often because of the situation and experiences of others wondering, the last melancholy. You reminded me that: "awareness of their identity, have a degree of enthusiasm and helpful is a good thing, but do not replace the responsibilities and obligations to others, to do everything possible like";

2010年12月5日星期日

Heart flowers

In the first two days of the end of time, poor physical fitness as I, had a bad cold, and typhoid fever caused. In order not to affect their studies, I was forced to drop out, and left a very good relationship together students two years. Getting better, I on the one hand strengthen the review, on the other hand to participate in productive labor force. At that time I learned to plow and point types and other farm work. Cultivate the nature of my sentiments, agricultural labor, the exercise of my body, so that within a year, an increase of 6 cm in height. As I return to school with confidence when on the third day, it was the movement's impact. My heart just met excavated saplings children frost, the ideal was a heavy blow to the wings and trauma, the dream is almost heart broken. The face of harsh reality, I was a loss of the ... ... younger brother, father and mother and sisters had moved to Changchun, because I was in school did not go Fuyu. Mom would like to move back, I did not want her sister and brother are the future, he said nothing was agreed. Movement to carry out further up, more and more fierce struggle so much noise, my mother will not let me participate in sports, her spirit is not good, I had to go home, "hide" up and become a "Happy School." Later educated youth to the countryside, I had returned to my hometown, to jump the queue in the ninth production team, settled in Uncle home. Home of relatives gave me tremendous concern and warmth, the idea take root in rural areas of last resort becomes a reality. It appears that my heart will bloom beautiful flowers to wither, the fantasy hopes to be dashed. However, I did not disheartened. I tried my heart saplings for child protective custody, give water, warm sunshine for warmth. In the vast world, I work hard hard-working, studious, when the members of media coverage, with the fight against bad behavior. Later, I was assigned to the school term substitute teachers, the monthly wages of 28 yuan, a year later can be positive. At that time I taught my teacher is in the same year group ZHANG, improve academic performance of students in our class very quickly, has been approved and recommended me to the brigade to field work. At this time, I think, I finally opened the hearts of flowers, even though it is not beautiful, but finally saw a bright sun.


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I am not a writer

This environment was very embarrassing, and often only just laughed.
I'm not a writer. Three years ago, a car went out to play, they QQ about their diaries, the 8, that 4. I blurted out: "I have written a 16." They have requested add me, and said their companies are to report submission. I want to: business newspaper is not required and content of these themes.
I should be most grateful to the people of triazolam (name withheld). The executive vice president opinionated and I sent word to the Finance Department put the idle to go. I sat in the office, did the basic work day, this day is extremely comfortable, until now as well. Sometimes, I read a book, what management books, essay collections, proceedings, and "Selected Works of Marx and Engels." Itching of the hands unconsciously: to be fair to yourself.
So I tried to write an article every day, writing fiction, writing essays, it can not write to write poetry.
I'm not a writer. When I Lianbi, pleasure himself. Midazolam who stepped down, I'm sitting in the office of leisure. I want to thank my "enemies;" In addition, thanks to fate, fate made me stop and write.
No one knows I'm the sword of snow Sima Sima Snow is my sword, even my best friends do not know. Time, we eat hot pot together, my friend asked: "Do you have collected works it?"
I said: "Yes. Well, you look at my page, have 23 of."
She does not believe at first, came home in the computer search, is really the case. Hastily called me, asked each added as a friend.Cheap ClothesJuniors DressesLED LightRenault can clipbmw gt1Aluminium Powder led lightSEO ServicesReplica Watches